Monday, September 27, 2010

Taken in, Taken in again...

Taken in, taken in again
Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend
Caught up in the promises, left out in the end
No pride, taken for a ride
You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes
I want to believe you but you know how to lie

And if you say you understand I don't believe it
And when you reach out for my hand I don't believe it
And if you say you take the blame I don't believe it
And if say that nothing's changed I don't believe it, don'tbelieve it

Taken in, taken in again
Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend
There's one born every minute and you're looking at him

And if you say you want me near I don't believe it
And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it
And when you swear that you are mine I don't believe it
And it's your heart that's on the line I don't believe it, don'tbelieve
it

Taken in, taken in again
Wrapped around the finger of some fair-weather friend
Caught up in the promises, left out in the end
No pride, taken for a ride
You say I'm the only one when I look in your eyes
I'd love to believe you but you know how to lie

You say you want me near I don't believe it
And when you're holding back the tears I don't believe it
Oh, there's one born every minute, you're looking at him

Taken in, taken in again
Someone saw me coming, a fool without a friend
I want to believe you, oh
When you say you understand
When you reach out for my hand
Oh, I wish I could believe you
Taken in, taken in again


Awesome song now bleh... i feel sick allergies i feel all fuzzy in my head and kinda not feeling soo good, I'm soo whiney i knoo thats why only few people know about this blog bc i dont really think anyone cares to hear about whining so yeah. Which is also why i write in this, its a good way to vent so i dont care, today was a very lovely day today i love this weather couldnt enjoy it much because i'm sick but still it was lovely... was with my love for a bit i was happy, then everyone left and yet again alone... someone told me to get use to being alone, i dont think it was meant as an insult i think it was meant in situations such as these. i dont feel happy right now bc i am alone also something upset me that kinda made me feel awfully sad and hurt really like a knife to the heart. i cant complain bc if i do then i am making a big deal and over reacting maybe i am... but if you sent someone a message and they write everyone but you isnt there something wrong with that? after you try to give the proper attention say nice things and yet in the end you get nothing, just waiting.... People lie, I lie, Everyone lies. I try not to but in the end everyone lies about something right? And it may not be a bad lie if there is a good lie. I just wish i didnt care much especially about people who say they care but i think they dont actually i am pretty sure they dont...lies lies lies. yet i can be wrong this could all just be in my head, damn the brain and its mysteries, its paranoia, delusions, and misconceptions. also i have no one to talk to about this as always bc either i get more questions or i get emotional answers instead of logical ones. what i think though is i kno i am gonna say something i regret i always do i am gonna say what is bothering me and it will backfire in my face. Win to lose situation....

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