Resistance is definitely Futile

you would think after all this time hed miss me how i was wrong so very wrong im waiting and waiting and nothing, nothing at all. its gone gone gone. and here is me trying so hard to distract myself so im not to think of him but no distractions can only last so long. i miss him and i dont kno why. hes a real jerk and i suppose he hates me how depressing. where did i go wrong? i mean i pick the worst person in the world how bad is this pretty bad. what a waste. maybe when i start school it will all be over ill get over it get over him. im hoping its that easy nothings ever easy. ive met someone else but just a friend nothing more another distraction but a beautiful one. im done.