Get Over it!!

it seems that i cant move on i cant stop thinking about him dreaming nightmares am i really that hung up? im trying to get out there more so i dont focus on him so i dont need him but i feel so alone and what i dont understand is i was alone even when i was with him so why am i addicted? im scared of what ive become relying on that on him and falling everytime its been awhile since ive even talked to him he really hurt me this time hes done worse but i gotta snap out of this strange infatuation. im so glad i have friends because if i was completely alone i would just torture myself by needing to be in his prescence. moving on so abruptly today is my moms bday im gonna make her a cake or maybe buy it someone said making it is more special but i sure hope it doesnt burn! ooh noo today i was suppose to go to the college to get my schedule how could i forget something so important its too late now so i have to go tomorrow i must go!well thats all for today!