Why? What is Going on?

wow wow wow yesterday was very very strange like twilight zone strange he did a fookin 360 on me like he was nice and kind we were just chillin then he just turned all evil and extrmely malicious horrible it hurts my heart to think about it. i dont seem to understand why he just turned on me he ignored me i was extremely upset but he didnt seem to care i care more for him than anyone else and he does these things to me for no reason it was so strange how cruel he was i have never seen anything like it well i have but i usually do something to cause it but yesterday i did nothing to upset him and he just snapped insanely at me hurting me making me so angry that i seriously wanted to kill him but i love him so much that id rather just attempt to hit him im not really strong so i know he could take my hits but seriously that was totally unecessary to treat me that way. the strange thing is later on we got along fine he changed and everything was fine but he gets so moody it gets annoying hes fine then hes not he can do w/e he wants for example dont mess with his computer yet yesterday he got pissed and threw water that couldve damaged my laptop and he didnt seem to care now thats when i think maybe i am crazy for loving a being like this. why why why do i stay? i really need to move on but hes all i could see i ditched my friends just to be near him im such a fool.