In the Right Direction? and also My Continuation...

well school wasnt really for me atleast highschool i couldnt wait till it ended i hated it so much. i dont really want to write about it, its an annoying subject. well today i went to the college, i think im going to be ok at first i was nervous because im not smart and the counselor made me feel better about myself she said i ask questions and look determined i thought i did terrible in math she said you didnt do to bad and i exceeded the english and writing part so i felt good about myself finally someone has something good to say and i realized if i try i could really do this i mean i am truly determined. there is only one problem im such a late bloomer 22 yrs old and i cant go into the nursing program till 2011 which isnt bad i guess i just dont want to be 28 and a newbie which may happen. ive always said i may fail at things but i never give up remember how i hated school i couldve dropped out but i didnt i dreaded every single day but i never gave up. and im not giving up even if people make fun of me for going so late atleast im going which is fantastic compared to others who never went so you know what? im proud of myself even if no one is, because i never give up, i never put my flag up and surrender i keep on charging i kinda feel like the little engine that could. i was warned it is hard but if i try my very best ill ace it aim high is what i plan to do and this is life this determines my whole life thats how i see it if i fail im a failure i lose and i hate to lose. with enough determination i know i could do this and ace it to the maximum level. i hope.... well i do have to work today yay? money i suppose but bleh i need more energy im tired most of the time and i need to snap out of it so heres to waking up!