Anger Management Much?

ive come to the realization that i get angry easily im talking hulk-like i cant help it i think everyone is secretly hulk-like angry though. i just tend to get angrier faster? i suppose. im just gonna move to a different topic right now i may go to the first one later but right now i found another thing to write about. i also find that i fear change i fear the thought of something different whether the environment im in or thinking of the environment of others people changing and its just human nature to change to evolve and i hate that i wish everything was the same as it was or better. thoughts change, feelings change but i seem to stay the same in those cases i think? not to everyone but to someone. do i want to change? or do i want to stay the same i wish it to stay the same but i dont want to be the only one to stay the same ya know? thats where my problem begins and it will never end. im just scared really really scared and i have no idea what to do. i hear from others their stories and situations that only brings more fears thoughts that make me more paranoid than before and i start thinking of impossible things well not IMpossible but not likely which causes me to seem insecure which i am. i have well enough reason to be insecure wont go into that but people telling me things doesnt really help my situation. thats when they say you have to trust and all that but in a world like this its really hard to trust anyone. Theres no love in your punches.