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well yesterday was almost a great except for when i was at work absolutely horrible i am going to quit because i am just miserable nothing i do is right over there so i just need to move on to something better or w/e i guess... i am now in 2nd and in a depressed state the bell is about to ring but i dont care right now in this moment i only care about forget it its so stupid i mean he doesnt even try to care its like he does it all in spite i hate that its so selfish but why should i care because i love him and i try so hard to make him happy and all i do is fail miserably like always so i give up i guess i give up i tried like always i try to make peace but only make things worse so why am i here?