today is just today

everyday is exactly the same... yesterday i went out with sh. and his bro to see spiderman 3 it was ok i guess i didnt really like it all that much but w/e it could have been better the only thing i liked was harry's character he was just so pathetic and weak and it was slightly adorable i had a nice time i just felt kinda alone it wasnt anyones fault i just felt as if i wasnt there thats all i am such a boring person sometimes i had no idea how t talk to his bro in fear of saying something stupid to him so i mostly stayed quiet and stuff i just thought of something a great idea me and his bro could go see 28 weeks later and sh. and sal can see the ex perfect i may try to do that tonight it depends on his bro and him plus i think i may have to go to work i am gonna try so hard to miss today and let my last day be tomorrow or at least tues. or w/e cause i have graduation to worry about and stuff so yeah what is going to happen today? well let me let fate decide i guess.... anyways lately i have been thinking of how i need to just let go of all the things that make me think and not the good thoughts the bad and paranoid thoughts that one shouldnt think about because it makes them even more miserable than they already are...