its always over right before it all begins

had that song in my head skool is almost out and i dont really care how ironic my dream has finally come true and i'm still not happy i wonder what could actually make me happy because i see i am never satisfied i dont know this weekend may have been the worst i have ever had when that person had nothing to say its bad enough that forget it.... well as i was saying my dog died i had her for 9 1/2 yrs and she died just like that from an attack by a stupid neighborhood dog i hated that day the most because i just htought of everyhting i could have done to save her i tried so hard but still she died and no one really cared well they did but not enough to save heri kinda deserved it for the past few months i have been a neglectful owner i hadnt really spent time with her