i never seem to learn

alot of things are going wrong right now and i am just starting to realize it that alot is crashing and i dont think the aftermath is going to be pleasant.... lately my blogs have been getting shorter and shortermostly because i am just tired of writng about the same thing cause the same thing goes on over and over again because i dont care about anything else but those things thats why to you it would be boring but to me its everything... forget it... today i have to go to wrok oh how i dread work i just dont want to work i just want to hang out with my posse