just promise me that you'll never leave me... well today is like all others bad yet tolerable i guess i think i give up i try so hard but now like all things i do i give up why now should i think anything could change nobody ever changes nothing changes why would i think that this time it would change but like everything i was wrong as always so i'll just let it go and deal with it if you love something set it free right? well this it i just wanted to be seen and i was looked through like 3 libras but thats life moving on... today i see it as a quiet day i am going to be more alone than usual i hate being alone because people look at you and think pathetic if i am going to be alone i want to be completely alone where no one knows i'm alone i hate for people to see my loneliness but today is just going to be a lonely day i feel as if i'm not here just a figment of everyones imagination something they made up to make them happy or keep them company i hate it sometimes i try so hard i tried so hard but i failed as usual such a low self esteem pathetic i'm out...
To Be Continued...
anyways i am now in 2nd period with a jerk who doesnt care about anybody but himself and his well being how nice right? anyways officially today is going to be a bad day i could already see it god i get angry so easy but shit i wonder why i cant believe i am even speaking to him so yeah maybe things are suppose to be this way i mean i've dealt with it this long i mean whats wrong with a little longer maybe i should just go away i dont know leave somewhere i wanted to but i cant leave the ones i love behind and thats where i cant be selfish where i wont let my feelings get in the way i am just so tired i really am i wonder whats next....
To Be Continued...
now i am in 5th i am suppose to be doing the rest of me project but i am gonna wait till she gets back for help well i am officially over it i always get over it i just wanted to be invited over too but i dont matter so w/e thats what made me upset the most is that, that one minor comment its like i dont know...
To Be Continued...
anyways i am now in 2nd period with a jerk who doesnt care about anybody but himself and his well being how nice right? anyways officially today is going to be a bad day i could already see it god i get angry so easy but shit i wonder why i cant believe i am even speaking to him so yeah maybe things are suppose to be this way i mean i've dealt with it this long i mean whats wrong with a little longer maybe i should just go away i dont know leave somewhere i wanted to but i cant leave the ones i love behind and thats where i cant be selfish where i wont let my feelings get in the way i am just so tired i really am i wonder whats next....
To Be Continued...
now i am in 5th i am suppose to be doing the rest of me project but i am gonna wait till she gets back for help well i am officially over it i always get over it i just wanted to be invited over too but i dont matter so w/e thats what made me upset the most is that, that one minor comment its like i dont know...
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