Like Salim Nourallah said "nothing ever goes right" ::random thought:: This morning i got to skool pretty early and i was glad for that although i only got to be alone for like 5 min. then V joined like always we were just talking like we do every morning we really dont talk about anything just random stuff i need someone i could actually talk to i am a great listener i would rather listen than talk sometimes cause when i talk no one gets it so i would rather listen than talk i guess i dont mind most of the time but sometimes i feel as if everyone sees me as a joke most of the time i am but there are times when i just want someone to see me to actually see behind this shield i hold up but no one ever does because no one even cares and i want someone to confide in me i wanted him to confide in me but i see it will go nowhere so i should stop trying i quit easily but i tried this time and like all others i failed yet again enough of this self loathing bullshit... today is hopefully going to be ok i really dont know what i am going to do well i know but will it all plan out the way i had it?
To be Continued...
i am in 5th period and a little annoyed as usual by dumb people lately i have been surrounded by dumb people
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