Another Day Another Dollar?

well yesterday later in the day noonish i went to work as always i may have dug a huge hole for myself that i cant get out of well i an but i fear the consequences i offered to work everyday except for sundays yay? well i wanted so hard to get my friend a job and i like a fool thought if i offered to work another day then for sure he would get it but it ended up where yes he probably got it but i dont know if it was because i was gonna work the extra day or because i just actually stood up and asked them so now i am going to work all the time the hours are good but now i dont know whats going to happen to me and what if he doesnt get the job then all i have done was in vain and i'm going to be tired everday i mean the only good thing is that my best friend one of them works with me so thats about it and she agreed to go with me on my offer so now they said well we wont need him on tues. since ya'll are gonna work so yeah thats the reason i did it so they wont be short of people and lookie what happened he's not even gonna work that day.... well moving on to this morning as you already know i'm not even in this class i just accomplished everything in my other one so i come in here and get online so thats what i'm doing right now well on to my previous subject about this morning i woke up early as usual and yet again i still managed to come to skool late i hate coming to skool late i like to be early because i dont want to be around too much people or have to go through them cause i get claustrophobic or w/e well hate to cut this short but the bell is gonna ring....
To be continued...
now i am in 5th and i am starting to loathe it mostly because myself but i dont know i think i worry a little too much on things that others would find ridiculous and i cant help it i'm a worrier and thats that but right now in class i am usually the social butterfly but here i find myself alone and i feel as if i'm all alone in this and i hate it i hate this moment right now and i just want to go home or not be here i feel as if everyone is against me when i know thats not true but i also find myself seperating from everyone and everything its like i want this but i dont i really dont want to be here in this moment i am suppose to be doing a project but i just dont want to not only that but i dont even know where to begin on it so i am just writing how i feel at this moment and to sum it up i feel isolated and desolate and i just dont want to be here i need someone to make me happy and obviously no ones here how depressing is reality and how pathetic i am j ust being here thinking too much about stuff that worries me and it hurts my heart i just want to go away in this moment just leave and crawl inside myself and sleep....
Later on in the period...